My days

25th Christmas day
I expected this will be a nice day for me,and i had thought a lot of things that titillated me.Humm,unfortunately.It does not happen on me,fine!:)
But i went to Jusco to buy somethings to make my day get ridding of bored and unhappy.Jae and me were crazy in that day,two of us keep trying those cute & 'sexy' dress and taking photo in the fitting room.

I love this dress!It would be my first dress in pink colour if i bought it.Indeedly!but I retreat to buy it,I can't even bear the half of the price.Too expensive! :(

Actually i can't fit this clothes!*blushing
But finally i can,haha
Pleased to see that :)
That is nice,isn't it?

Look at this!Even 'Jae' also in mad with me!:)


Nah,that is my Christmas day.

I wondered what I need
Candidly,I'm lost!If somebody ask me that what the thing you need and you want,I will be just looking at that guy and answer him dunno.What about me and him now?How to say?
Instead of losing some communication and contact,gaining with trustness and mature! <3

At last,school time is just around the corner!I miss my friends very much!especially 16 Passion!I'm coming!Yeay! :)

Only can trust nobody!

someone said care me and worried about me but done something that hurt me and betrayed me!
Disappointed...
I can't believe that you can treat me like this
Although i knew that you're not happy with me now
but can't you stop doing those things to me?
Are you really treat me as your fren?!
...
speechless

Many things happened,and my dad seems like no mood and sad in these days
Because of the guy that 'caring' me
and wondering how serious if let my parent know about that thing
This not call care,okay?!

Cute ! =D

Humm
I saw a group of kindergarden student in school today,when i was sitting chemistry exam paper..yesterday
huhu...How cute they are?! =D
Those girls're wearing pink colour uniform and boy're wearing yellow in colour
Something was make me shock is they dance on the stage of dewan gemilang..
cute! hahaha

I saw a boy that his face seems like Vu Hoan!
Actually I want to take a picture with him , but not enough time =(
Cuz i still having exam in that time

Hahaha...the chemistry paper's question were killing me
my paper sure fail..i dun care
I've put a lot of effort to score a better marks for my Chemistry and cope this time of exam

lol =D

lol...today's first period is Math.The En.Haikal asked us whether we were ponteng yesterday.Huhu,he didn't believe us.
We practice the dance in a whole day.Omg,how tired we are =(
Tomorow got physics exam ahhh...I dunno anything also
Haih..sad

Actually we dance the song boom boom pow when the form 5 graduation...
But we changed the song to Lucifer for the sake of ....something =(
nevermind laa,we'll dance at the second day de haha

Faster finish exam laa,huhu
I'm sick of the feeling laa.just sitting on the chair for a fews hour..
My body will pain laa...waste my time only! hah

Wow...Dancing is more important than exam =D

Actually got exam today...sivik
but we seems like dun care =D keep on dancing in a whole day laa
We skipped exam! Huhu
nevermind laa,haha...one time only
I think so

Just for my fren
I know you're quite down in this those days,even you're coming to school today
And act like very happy,but i know that you're still sad
Haven't end the collapsing yet
Actually , I want to care you and comfort you
And your friend too,but we scared will hurt you more..huhu
If you want to let of your steam,just let off on me
or 16 passion! we're willing to do that ... candidly
Trust me , your cute sister is living happily in the heaven with her new friends now ...
god will bless her

Studying...!

Huhu,i leave my exam paper blank today....
Is the time to study now, but i'm too lazy to do that
Haha, maybe tomorow laa =p
I'm worry about the chemistry paper la,i haven't learn chapter 9 yet
but exam got - -
need to find someone to teach me LATER =)

He keep on disturbing me in these few days,not so annoying but...
Haih...I just give a chance to him laa
maybe it's good to me and him
Haha,dunno whether my decision is right or not
I know his individuality...
Haha enough la,change topic =D

Yaa...waiting for Vu Hoan online now
He is too busy la, haha
Even i can send message with him,but i dunwanto waste my phone's credit ..hehe
erm erm erm
I miss him so much =)

I need to find someone to help me when exam!
That Daniel ah, ask me to teach him chemistry..
Only chapter 5 &6... I teach him more than 100 times !
haha,can't blame him laa
He can't concentrate when study =D
Even me also , he is too funny and always make joke !
My dear friend! <3

The day ended of collapsing

I'm not expect that i'll get anything from him,and i'm not hating him or trying to scold him...
I really dunwan any hatred between two of us
I was collapsing when he ignore me at the first day,by a small problem...
It exhausted me a lot of energy ...
Dah..I'm not desire to get his pardon or what now
Because it is nothing to him!
Even i care but he didn't

I've done many things , but
The word 'biarlah' really hurt me a lot...
Destroyed and devastated my dream!
I have no point to love him, and no eligible too
It's okay, just wait the feeling fade away
I can forget him.soon.Melissa, you can do it !

I wont love you anymore!

Feel more happy today,at least not sad as yesterday
I really dunno why You will suddenly changed a lot,
U hurt me!

But i dun care anymore,not only i need to stay away from you..
From this second,you need to stay away from me too!
Dun let me see you,dun appear in the area which i'm standing at..
Good, you just keep on ignore me.
You can't hurt me

I can say you're the worst boy that i've been seen before..
seriously
I lazy to guess whether you're loving me or not,even 1 second.
But the answer i already got it
Please laa,if you really no feeling toward that girl who is loving you
just reject her...dun give her feel like she still have chance
dun send message with her vaguely,dun simply hug her if u dun love her!
she wont feel happy if u do that to her,cuz u're just treat her as your fren
If u dun love her,please dun say 'I like u' to her
dun even call her babe,dear or sweetie!

Because of you,the guy that i'm hating now!
I skipped school,I dunwan to see you...
dunwan to meet you!
I think i need to spend more time to forget you
...
I'm not love you anymore!
seriously
And you're wasting my time and money!
I dunwan to care you le, You just do whatever you want!
Follow your heart filthy guy!
Bye!

Sorry...Is my fault

I just waiting for you those day beyond by a nice guy waiting for me
I really dunwan see this, but...
Finally, I hurt the guy that who treat me very good
Haha
Very sad...

How can I do that to him?
I dunno
But something i knew is..
I really crazy in love with my Cutie..
No1 can replace him in my heart
Sorry boy
Hope u'll be happy after this..

A New Day For Me ! =)

Erm..
Actually not a bored holiday for me.. =)
Quite interesting haha
Finally have the chance that chat with him
:) not normal chat..but chat vaguely
hehe

He still at Ipoh now..
Can't online..haha..but i can oh =)
Keep on studying ah... i always grumbling him tat haha
he will reply me huhu de
so cute..
Spm is coming soon ah... focus on study la boy !

Happy BELATED Birthday to U ~6th Sep

Aiyo
Actually I know that his birthday de
but when i ask him when is his birthday
he told me that he forgot when is it?!
melampau!!!
I miss the chance to wish him
huhu =(
so sad... and his fren told me that he is going back kampung today
I can't wish him le

But i already ask Kwan Jun jie that when is his birthday
He informed me that he dunno but he sure that it is edi past
haih...maybe he forgotten =)

Whatever,
Happy Birthday To You !

What is the meaning by the word "loyal"?

Is the word loyal suppose to appear in love?
it is no loyal in it...
if someone say or tell you that he is loyal and only you is his sweet heart..
this 100% is a lie
nobody can be loyal,
no one can loyal!

I really sick of the feeling of falling in love with other races guy
this really not so happy when loving someone like this
no communicate
no topic
between two of us
Is the time that i start to forget him and let the feeling fades away?
should I? :(

Finally can online today... =)

Early in the morning, i keep imploring my mom to let me online...
finally she allow me online at mamak for awhile =)
but vu hoan didn't online today, waiting for him for a long time...
disappointed :(

His shoes was lost =)
haha... i saw him walk along the sal room on wednesday
i tot he stay back or wat
today i saw his facebook..
he mention that his shoes was lost..haha
so cute.. who dare to take his shoes or hide it?!
of course me is excepted..haha

Teng make some very cute de mooncake
very admire Teng lo
so geng =)
but a bit sad cuz the food that we prepared at wednesday are wasted by us
my money ... our 16 passion money =(

2nd Sep

Today is Kai chen's birthday
Seem likes all also very happy o
But we miss the chance to celebrate with him
Okay la,keep giving him suprise..haha
Eunice, sure u happy also la

His whisper is the Lucifer =)
He looks like very len zai today..haha..dunno why leh
My heart keep pulsing when i saw him or just even think of him..haih
finally,he changed his shoe..dunno why he wear the black shoe de..not nice lo =)

1.30p.m
went Teng's house with jia jia
huh =( so tired walk from Teng's house to Jusco
3:00p.m
go cc together before we cook the things...
because of him, we dun have any leisure time to play
haih...half an hour later we go to my house and cook

3:35p.m
ready to off9 le..waiting for him but he didn't on..
okay la...on9 tonight and wait for him again lo

2ndASG! VIETNAM I LOVE YOU!

Today is the 3rd day i become cheerleader for Indonesia. I felt very very very super excited! Yesterday i saw a leng zai from Vietnam at the stadium, then Eunice, Mag, Verny and of course including me suddenly become mad of him! He do gymnastics very well! =) His name is Dinh Tuan Anh. Then i don't know how leh.. Sit at the back of Vietnam guys. They are Tuan Anh's friend. At first, i don't knw how to communicate with them. Then one of them (erm.. i dont know his name), 14 years old de. He told us he knew chinese and the guy beside also know too! The is the important person, Vuhoan! He really very cute, especially when he is talking. He has a pair of shiny and charming eyes. After that, I went to sit beside him. I chat with him about Vietnam de things.

Vuhoan has been training since he was 5. He is now 18 years old. He's been training gymnastics for 13 years leh! That's why he can do very well. He told me they always injured. If got competition, they MUST participate. No exceptions, even injured also need to participate. And he told me his leg is injured now. Almost one year already his leg. Still haven't recover yet. Sad ):

We take photo with them before they leave the stadium :) Sweet memories! I told Vuhoan we will support them the next day. Then he shook my hand. Ah! :)

Today i wait Tuan Anh and Vuhoan at 3rd floor at then stadium at 10am, i thought they said they will arrived there at 10am. Be they 12 only arrive. I saw them at upper floor. I scared he forget me. After training, Vuhoan saw me then smile and wave his hand at me. Haha. He remembers me! :) He sit beside the corridor.

I 'force' Sera to accompany me to chat with him. Because I dont dare :) Finally i dare to go in front of him and ready to chat with him. But he suddenly stand up and told me that he want to play football with his friend ): I felt very yong shui that time. His friend ask him join de la. After that he go upstairs with his friend to watch other people training.

Half an hour later i go there with Eunice :) And saw a lot of malay girl around Tuan Anh. Vuhoan sat beside me and chat with me. Then he give present to me and Eunice ah. :) The present is from Vietnam de. AHHH! I will keep forever! His sister at training de take picture for us. Hope he keep the picture until he die :) Haha. When i was with him, my feeling was very high!

Tomorrow is the last day i can see them. I will support them de! When i imagine that I can't see them after tomorrow, i will feel very sad ): But the lucky de is that i have their email! Still can contact with them :) Conclusion is I LOVE VIETNAM! Muackxx!

Helloo! This is Vuhoan! Cute lor!

And this is Tuan Anh! LENG ZAI!

I found his name here xD

Vuhoan! <3>

Me and Vuhoan! Sweet leh? xD HAHA!

This is the present Vuhoan give me. But he give Eunice two present ): Not fair lo xD

ABCD =）

今天的perhimpunan很sien。很不爽！
那些老师讲多多话，尤其是那个H.E.M.
每一个星期一都是有周会。真的不想来读书了。

我今天又忘记带PJ衣来。
这次是第二次了，那个老师说没带来就发RM0.50
然后越加越多至到RM5.00。
三八的。每一次都忘记带
应该是因为星期一实在是太忙了
我什么都没准备的。

上MORAL节时，HO ＭＵＮ ＫＩＴ问我ＸＸＸ美不美。
我说　‘当然是不美啦！’
没想到，也没听到他在讲谁。
就不小心答到太快了
现在觉得我很坏
ＨＯ ＭＵＮ ＫＩＴ也有问ＥＵＮＩＣＥ同一个问题
三八的。哈哈！
其实EUNICE也是再说骗话。Bwahahahhaaa!

太久没听到ＰＵＡＮ NURLINA的声音了
今天她进我们的班骂我们。 哈哈
因为太吵。才想到，我真的是很想念她）：
很想要她教我英文
Haihh ):


Jung Melissa =)

NIA MA 家族 =)

Today Ah teng, eunice and I play le a stupid thing. We write a name list of 'niama family'=) Start from our nai ma Enyi then me, eunice, eugene, Ah jia, ling ling, ah teng, carrie, jasmine, jiahui, sin wei & daniel. Very very sampat. Today a new student change to our class. Someone say he same like daniel, like twins ^^ haha.

Haih. the most subject i hate is BM. Today have 2 period leh. Very sienz. I very lazy to do the bm teacher - Puan Noraini de homework. Everytime bm class also very sienz, dunno how to tahan anymore jor. But eunice very guai today, she do the 'Gejala sosial' de karangan till very long. haha. Ah teng can't tahan anymore also. Sien dao sleep le. haha

Eugene & daniel 对我们这个‘nia ma家族’很有意见。因为他们不想成为老公和老婆。然后，ahteng, eunice要他们各自写出一份‘离婚证书’，要经过我们的讨论后才能决定让不让他们‘离婚’=）哈哈！

Click to enlarge. hehe

黄阿牛！ 哈哈!
1.他不可以生儿子
2.太多AMM CHONG
3.他的...不能起立
4.他有另外的GAY PARTNER.
5.他有爱滋病

HAHAHA!

EUGENE'S.

DANIEL的儿子。 哈哈！

不管写道又几多理由，最后我们也是不让他们‘离婚’。 哈哈。

在最后一节上PHYSICS。已经不是PUAN LOO教了。
换到一个很非的老师。不会教好来的。一直喊。看到他都讨厌！

First post for 2010!

Many years didn't touch this blog already. Haha. So memang got a lot to type.

2010! Finally form 4 jor. Hahaa. First week of school is over. At first teacher put me at pure science, my result was bad but dunno why the stupid teacher still put me at first class. haha. So because of eunice and my cute darling friends. I change to sub-science to join them =) I love 4Jati very much. Almost 2/3 de student in this class is chinese. Only got 10 malay. Hehe.

Lately keep got spotcheck. 38 de. Really waste my time lo. Eunice finally cut her hair. I donno why she dare to cut lu. But cut le also very cute la. haha.

Oh ya. Today is my mui's birthday. =) But she didn't received any present, kelian.
Happy birthday ah mui =)

Emm. I really don't dare to talk with 'Ah Girl' lu. Say hi also don't dare. When eunice, daniel, eugene and i go downstairs to Dewan Gemilang, I saw 'Ah Girl' sitting there. But i don't want to see him. Donno why i felt save when i look at his face =) After that eunice want to find her 'Ah boy', but she can't find him. She said when finish school that time must go find him to chat wor. if not she will die de. Hahahaa.

Ok la. Write till here. Bye bye =)